Old friend

Hello my old friend
where have you been for so long
I've been waiting all day
since you've gone away
for you to come
the rain knocks at the window
but the mood that surrenders
hurts me still
with such pain deep inside
I've lost strength and pride to move on
Now tell me the truth
I need to know
was it my youth that hurt you so
did you realise
I felt like a child when I was home
But don't you think I can't know more

I tried to reward her on my own
with a bunch of dreams inside my head
I have to find another way
but don't you think i can't know more