Saturday, January 23, 2010

500TH POST

You know what I realised? My mood swings come on a seasonal basis not a monthly one.

Its that time of the season again. I don't know why but january and february tend to always be pretty dark emo months for me lol. December and August are usually when I'm happiest. Its sorta like a peak, a buildup from January to june july of happiness, peaking usually around august to early october, and then going slightly down, and peaking again in December to early January, and then *BOOM* its back to rock bottom, and baby we gotta start again.

Its all very queer. Well at least from now i can say it'll only get better from here.

But people rarely know about my seasons. Most of them can't feel it. Because its all inside my head. At least now I have God, so we'll see how it goes with Him around to guide my life.

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