i don't want to say

I don't want to say he wasn't good enough for me.

I don't want to put him down and have to convince myself that he wasn't a very nice person.

Because he was and there's no changing that.

I don't want to think about it actually.

And i get people telling me... what sort of reason is that... saying he got caught up in the whole love thing and realising that didn't like you as much as he thought he did. They say the problem lies not with you, its with him. He doesn't realise how special you are... If they'd gone out with a girl for 8 months, they would have fallen in love with her, not fallen in love with love.

But I can understand. I just wish it didn't have to be that way.